one way to go

once you look upon it ..... you see it
I feel as though every move i make is the wrong one.. why ... i keep trying ....
I really don't understand.. I am afraid .... of myself ..... of who I am ....
its just that I always thought of it differently ... the way I would be .. not that I am mad
or sad ..... Just that I am afraid.... to be ... of ... myself .... of who I am
The wrong moves plague me ..
The wrong moves bind me .....
Once you look upon it .... you see ..
I'll keep trying ...
but its the ones that I hurt that haunt me....
I'll keep trying
its just that I always thought it would be different .... thought it would be some thing else ...
I wanted to write a letter to explain ....
That's why I will keep trying